May 2010
96 posts
why are you not around .. feelin ' so useless .
She said “Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,” I don’t understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, ‘Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin’ my day around the call, But when I pick...
May 1st
April 2010
30 posts
all i wanted to be was happy .
so tonight .. was the first time in about 3 and a half months that me, my mom, and my dad has sat at the dinner table together .. eating dinner .  And so i thought ” oh we’d probably you know .. actually talk about whats important for once ” but as i set up the whole freaking table with the dishes , bowls , chopsticks , napkins, everything . My parents sat down and started...
Apr 29th
whats really going on ..
I’m really really really really sorry ! I honestly am really sorry , like i dont want my parents to worry you know ? i wanna spend all my time with you but sometimes i just can’t ! not just today , but everytime .. dont you think i’d be way better to spend time together than not see each other at all ?! i’m relaly really honestly really sorry ,...
Apr 29th
“What defines me is not what defines you. What drives me is not what drives you....”
– massive dom rebel paragraph on williams back (via mrlaichi)
Apr 28th
how did all these celebrities die ?
WELL  , LETS SEE ..   Jordan Sparks had No Air. The Jonas Brothers caught the Love Bug. Leona Lewis started Bleeding Love. The Papa- Paparazzi got Lady Gaga. Kanye just needed to be Stronger. David Archuleta got Crushed. Sean Kingston was Fire Burning on the dance floor. Jay Sean fell Down, down, down, down, down, down.. Shakira got attacked by a She Wolf. T.I and Rhianna Lived Their Life. Kelly...
Apr 28th
“Dont fall in love, fall off a bridge. It hurts less -”
– i actually never thought of it that way , but i’m good ( :
Apr 28th
Apr 28th
It's always there no matter where i've been
HELLO, WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD . Today was a .. somewhat good day I guesss , haha unexpectedly i woke up at 7 am this morning, got changed, brushed my teeth, washed my face, actually made breakfast :$ and weent to school . First thing i had was freench which was pretty nerve racking since we had to do our presentations on our restaurant ” Le Bistro de Jessine ” LMFAO It was oookay ,...
Apr 28th
Apr 28th
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kyleen .
xojessicayu: ” Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, the worse thing you can get from boys were cooties, your worse enemies were your siblings, mom was the prettiest girl you knew and dad was the coolest guy ever. Race issues were who ran the fastest, war was just a card game, the only drugs you knew were cough medicine, wearing skirts meant you were a princess not a...
Apr 28th
I know that i'm not perfect , but i keep trying...
i’m honestly sorry i never trusted you , i know you wouldn’t hurt me .. no matter what situation. Your actually amaazing , i love you .
Apr 27th
Love in Techni Colour
Cathy Ngyuen - Krystle Tugadi  -  Mark Mejia   - Albert Posis Jesse Barrera   -  dont remember -   AJ Rafael   -  Allbeeeeert . what it do what it do - Alber Posis LOL yeah sooo these people aaaaaare pretty amazing as well , found them on youtube :) foooollow !
Apr 27th
it's been 4 years since the first time we met,...
the first day we met , it’s still so fresh in my mind . the first things you said to me were ” hey ! your Daniel’s cousin right ? he’s gross ! ” haha. After suffering those days of Chinese school , and slowly getting to know each other more and more to the point of hanging out every weekend . you have no idea how much I missed that :/ it was amazing ,...
Apr 27th
Apr 26th
“Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous. Love is never boastful or...”
– A Walk to Remember
Apr 25th
Apr 25th
I just want you close where you can stay forever,...
Resting my head on your shoulder Thinking back to when we first met I didn’t always like the way you used to act I couldn’t stand the way you spoke, The way you laughed, That cute look on your face when you were mad You caught me unexpectedly Who would have known That I would fall for you? And now you’re the one Who holds my hand And takes care of me Whispers “I’ll...
Apr 24th
forever & always: sorry . →
im sorry. im sorry that you were a lot better than what people took you for and that they judged you and turned everyone against you but you did the unexpected. you didnt talk shit about us behind our backs and you just took it in. you were mature and i finally realized how thankful i am for that if you had done what any other person would do, our lives may have been miserable  That , is deeep...
Apr 24th
theres a plaace downtown `
As I woke up this morning, which i believe was at 7:00 am and i mistaken that for 8:00am so i continued sleeping. Then again at 7:15 my alarm rang and i thought ” oh psch , i can get to school in 20 minutes ” so i continued sleeping , finally at 7:22 My alarm rang once again and i thought , maybe i should finally get up it’s already 8:22 (which was what i thought the time was) so...
Apr 23rd
Apr 23rd
Apr 23rd
outsiders .
xojessicayu: i think im in love with the outsiders. ” Nature’s first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leafs a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. ”                             - Robert Frost Stay gold.  Ahahha it’s amazing isn’t it ( :
Apr 23rd
can you pay my bills ?
doont you just hate it when your phone bill comes ? and it’s beyond what you expected ? : ( yeah it’s gay , i have to go through it every month and pray to god i dont get raped when my mom see’s it . My actual fido plan is : Student plan - $ 25 Caller Id - $ 7 911 emergency access fee - $0.50 System access Fee - $ 6. 95 + GST & PST 150 minutes on...
Apr 22nd
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Apr 22nd
English is a motherfucker .
RANTRANTRANTRANTRANTVENTVENTVENTVENTVENT   alright , soo these past few days we’ve been working on this english project on pirates aaaaand i know it wasn’t a good idea but we started last minute. soo we TRIED to make a video but realized theres actually nothing ” piraty” in the video so we had to add more stuff .. it looooks so pathetic and shit but we tried :D & the...
Apr 22nd
so it's 2:15 am
and i just woke up thinking , what am i doing . should i take a shower and rinse off all the thoughts in my head ? ( : or should i leave them and attempt to go back to sleep but keep thinking ? So this is what i ended up doing . Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatsup . bet you bucks , mine was better than yours.
Apr 20th
babe , please dont fall asleep ` so i aint gotta...
Apr 20th
Apr 20th
one out of a million
You seem too good, too good to be true You’re Holding me stronger Stronger than I’m used to Don’t go out with the boys tonight I won’t sleep a wink Wondering What you’re doing Don’t go out With the girls tonight I will turn to drink Wondering Who you’re screwing  your just too good to be true (:  you tell me i’m beautiful everyday , you...
Apr 20th
and the place where we always say goodbye `
What sarah said - Death Cab For Cutie What did sarah say ?
Apr 12th