♥: nadine ku

so i had to make that jerk wait HAHAHA but he bought my lunch so its okay . hung out with a good friend from canada , came home , ate dinner and once again met my friend from japan that i havent seen for atleast 4 years <3 

first time ever seeing the love sign :)

this was pretty dope 

taiwan <3 

dooouche 

my beautiful japanese friend that i grew up with during my times in taiwan <3 :’)

after today i realized how fucking stupid i was , cant believe i played like that . and i’m honestly so sorry though it was so long ago , you guys were such good friends and it was awkward shitless too . why does this always happen between close friends / sibs ?

i feel so bad now , after so many months , why now :(

but we’ve all found who we belong with now so thats why i’m happy for you guys .

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again

so many memorieees

and it was fucking so tiring , 40 degrees everyday and the people there are full of straight up disrespect . but i guess it was okay since i got to meet like the other half of my moms family and they were quite nice :)

his names like simon or something LOL 

i actually dont remember his name , but he was quite funny .

i think his names ivan ? hes quite chill and really nice , shuai ge much ? (: LOL he’s pretty legit .

this girls the only reason i had fun in china cause she actually talked to me lOL the other guys were pretty shy and only kept things to themselves . shes really pretty , too bad i didn’t get her fb / wretch :(

i actually really really hope to see them again cause they’re really cool and not to mention well dressed and quite good looking LOL , didn’t know i had cousins like them :) 

i find make up useless if your under 18 and attending school .

whats the point of it ? you have to spend money on many different things that destroy your face , and waste time applying it . i find it disappointing if a girl wears make up to impress guys or make themselves look good cause thats not you , behind all that powder and shit , your what you look like , not what you apply on your face . but i love it when someone who applies make up daily , Doesn’t have make up on and i just love everyones reaction cause you look totally different . theres no point to wear it in school , i mean if there was like a make up course then thats alright but fuck , your a teenager taking money from your parents to make yourself look like a monster . it’s just like smoking , it makes your lungs fucked up like make up makes your face , your spending money to destroy yourself . like legit , i hate seeing girls , grade 10 and under wear make up at school , why are you doing it to yourselves ?and yo , make up + PE + sweat = holyshitwtf . thats disgusting lmfao 

but thats just my opinion , cause i dont wear it at all so i wouldn’t know what it feels like if you have to wear it everyday :)

sorry if i unfollowed you , i havent gotten any posts or i just dont find them meaningful .

family in taiwan :)

definitely alicia keys 

camera :)

i think if you read this , you’ll know who you are . 

i had such a bad impression of you from the very very beginning it basically world war 3 between schools and we didn’t know anything about each other . then high school started and i knew i would’ve met you and your friend , but i tried to stay strong and not give a shit about haters or any of that cause high school just started , then i saw you in my 2.1 class and i was like hmm , wonder if anything’ll happen . but i held it in and went with the flow so that nothing showed and then i guess through someone we kinda went through some rumors and abit of misunderstanding but everything was figured out and we talked , but i know both of us were screaming threats and insults in each other’s minds . then i found out , you weren’t the person i thought you were so i tried to understand you abit better and i’m glad i did cause your someone that i would wanna keep as a friend through thick and thin , i know your not the kind that will back out and leave if its too hard to handle . i know your not the kind that will say shit but to defend me if someones hating &  i know that .. your , are , legit . 

i miss you so much and we definitely have to hang out when i get back cause i havent talked to you for like the longest longest time <3 hope you get to read this cause you mean alot to me #:#