July 2011
55 posts
i just want to get out and leave,
chiieien:
go somewhere where nobody knows who i am, what i’ve been through, my past, my childhood, where no one knows you. i keep getting the urge to isolate myself from people. because honestly, when you’re alone - nobody can hurt you.
one day, just one day, i want to sit down with all of you and confess every single detail i’ve ever hidden.
you guys have no idea how much i’ve always needed someone to talk to about everything i’m going through. perhaps if things were different in the past, if we were just abit closer, none of this would’ve been a lie.
I'm sorry I can't control it
every time it hits me that i treat my friends wrong, it’s the worst feeling ever. you know what i mean right? the mean comments, rude jokes, bringing up the awkward past, everyone’s experienced it. but never in my life as a child would i have thought that it would’ve been me doing all of that. that’s what i hate about what i’ve been through, everything from my past...
You always learn who your true friends are over...
When you have school it’s different because you see a majority of your friends everyday. Over the summer, you find out who’s willing to hit you up first and make time for you. You realize who actually meant it when they said, “We should hangout over the summer” instead of being all talk. Those that are going to have your back when you’re in trouble and those that are just going to leave. Those...
This Summer
school was out
i thought i’d be partying all day
Chillin with my friends
looking at hot ass people
instead i was in the house
with my mom and her mom and her bi polar disorder
eating everything
when i did go to a party i was just like
Internet all night
entertaining myself
and school is about to start soon
THIS.
I like "clingy" people.
I love it when people are affectionate with me. I like when they always invite me places, or text me, or call me, I wouldn’t even mind if they blew up my fb wall with hearts and what not. I would rather have that person than someone who makes me text them first all the time and replies back like 10 fucking minutes later.
leesamantha:
maggielam:
I believe that one of the worst feelings in the world are when my parents tell me they’re disappointed in me. I feel like my shit knowing that they’re thinking, “Where we did we go wrong with this child?” and that the work they’ve done to raise me went to waste.
^ thiiissss
Who are my real friends?
Sometimes I wonder who really are my true friends. Those ones who would stay with you no matter what happens. Be by your side when you need them the most. Help you when you have no one else to turn to. I somehow wanna find a way to find who these people are before it’s too late.
whaaat is this .. honestly .
never would’ve thought .. the nadine ku just about half a year ago, would be webcaming or on the phone with you by now. never would’ve thought this “break” didn’t have an end to anything . never would’ve thought you’d be living so well without me right now . if i had a chance , catching up would be so perfect right now . if i had a chance , i would go back...
i'm glad you're living your life .
So fucking true...
anivey:
At first you would text me: “Goodnight :]”
It then turned into: “Goodnight! :D”
Soon, it became: “Goodnight (insert name) <3”
And sure enough, it turned into your voice saying: “Goodnight babe! I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”
Then, soon, it turned into your voice saying: “Gnight.”
And then it went back to texts, saying: “Goodnight”
And finally, it made its way to: “Night.”
And...
How To Love - Lil Wayne
At the point where I can say "it's fine, I'm used...
I love those guy friends that look after you.
fcimino182:
traceykhuc:
Looking after you as in, if you talk about other guys that you like, they won’t get jealous or clingy. Instead, they’ll tell you if you’re wasting your time or to be careful. Those guy friends that protect you from getting hurt. They warn you about anything. They just care for you and you can talk to them about anything. There’s no awkwardness between you two and he...
I don't ever want to lose you.
If I lost you, I would feel empty and lost. You see, with you, I can wake up with a smile or fall asleep smiling. My day is always complete once I talk to you by the end of the day. Because of you, I wake up with a goal and you’re the prize. Every day, I look foward to just getting through the week so we can finally hang out. If I didn’t have you, I would wake up with nothing to look foward to...
Jealousy
xdahliaa:
It’s like a battle with your own thoughts. Whatever your situation is, jealousy is tough. It’s one of those feelings where you can’t control and it takes over your mind, you create scenarios in your head which makes you feel worse about yourself and you can’t help but think you aren’t good enough.
I'm in the 'Fuck everything' mood.
k1mmy:
I’m so fucking sick of believing things that aren’t true. I’m tired of giving things a try or giving out second chances. I’m irritated by every single person who claims they’ll be here and then forget about me. I hate the way I make myself feel sometimes ‘cause it’s no one’s fault except my own. I’m just so fucking sick of everything lately and I can’t hold it in anymore.
I hate this.
emilylee-:
In the beginning it’s like…
BABE! (:
” Hello babe! (: “
I MISS YOU! <3
” I miss you too <3 <3 ”
I LOVE YOU XOXO!.
” I love you lots! “
… After a while convos turn into this.
HI BABE! <3
” Hey. “
I MISS YOU ):
” It’s okay. “
MMM, I LOVE YOU. :/
” Me too. “
:(
I get it. I'm not that important to you.
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my one escape
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For the past 2 weeks, I’ve been coming to Starbucks at least 3 days a week. Realizing that I can’t concentrate at home, this place is one of the only places I can just sit down and do my work. Every time I come, it’s around the same people working, same people entering the shop, and even the same people passing by at a certain time. It makes me feel quite welcomed...
I meant what I said to you. I wasn’t just playing...
xdahliaa:
So I hope you meant what you said too.
Your judgement is invalid, bitch.: Second Chances →
datphileho:
Not everybody deserves a second chance. Are you fucken stupid? There’s still limitations on giving that one chance. If they fucked up more than they ever could. If they left you in tears every night, if all you could think about is them knowing they’re having the time of their life. Does a second…
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